Archive for August, 2009

Posted in Uncategorized on August 30, 2009 by Stella Chan

When I was little,
I had a lush dream,
That one day I find
And marry a prince.

He’d sit by my side,
Up there on our throne,
With king and queen,
So we’re never alone.

I can honestly say,
My dream has come true
And you’d never believe
Just how much I love you.

I may not be princess
And you may not be prince
But together we’re perfect
Just like in my dream.

Rosebud

Posted in Uncategorized on August 28, 2009 by Stella Chan

A single rose can be my garden…a single person, my world.

What hurts the most for your part

Posted in Uncategorized on August 21, 2009 by Stella Chan

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It’s been a month since we first met. Since that first meeting, feels like everything has changed. Since we’ve been together, I must admit I go crazy for you. I’ll be holding on to you but instead I tell you things has changed, they’re not the same. What hurts the most is letting go. I just want you to know I like you so. I know things are different now, you rushing and demanding of me. I thought you for sure you would always wait for me. I tell you what hurts the most is I should take that chance but you came to me and offered me your hand. Silly of me I thought you always have my heart. I had the chance to love, I miss you. Maybe what we had is about to be through. I really, really wish I could be happy for you.

Let love find you (for Angela)

Posted in Uncategorized on August 20, 2009 by Stella Chan

“You know how some people spend their entire lives waiting on someone?”

“Yeah, sure. I suppose.”

“I feel like I’m there. When you’re staring at the toaster waiting for it to pop, when you’re glaring at the pot waiting for it to boil, when you’re watching the sky waiting for the star to fall.”

“Who are you waiting on?”

“I’m not sure to be honest. I don’t know his name yet, but I know he’s out there.”

“What’s he like?”

“He’ll be tall because I want to be able to wear high-heels. He’ll be smart because I don’t want to dumb myself down when I’m talking to him. He’ll have a sense of humor so he’ll be able to laugh when I screw up. He won’t be perfect but he’ll be perfect for me.”

“Sounds specific. Should we have try outs?”

“What? No. He isn’t the type of guy who would show up to something like that. He likes the waiting, he thinks the waiting is what makes the toast hit that perfect degree of crunch, what makes the star so beautiful when it plunges. If we didn’t wait, it would be raw, it wouldn’t be ready.”

“That makes sense. What about you, do you like the waiting?”

“I eat my toasts cold, what do you think?”

“Touche.”

“But for him, I think I’ll be able to wait. I think I could be one of those kids waiting all night for a midnight showing because they know the movie is going to be just that good. Maybe he has some growing up to do, maybe I have something to learn before we crash into each other. Maybe. The waiting will be worth it though.”

“And what are you going to do while you wait?”

“Think. Dream. Eat a raw bread.”

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Ay, te extrano

Posted in Uncategorized on August 18, 2009 by Stella Chan
El tiempo pasa y pasa, y yo sigo asi queriendote
en mis brazos sin poderte tener Y busco una
salida para no verme asi hay que lejos de mi lado
tu amor esta de mi Yo lloro y lloro al saber que
no estas Con mis labios mira mami yo te quiero
besar y trato y trato por no sentirme asi pero
es malo saber que ya no me quieres a mi (yeah
check it out now) Coro: Mira como estoy
sufriendo me quemo por dentro por sentir tu amor
Mami no me hagas eso sabes que te quiero con
todo el corazon

Te amo y te extraño quiero verte junto a
mi abrazado de las manos y estar junto a ti pero
me mata la conciencia de saber que no esta aqui
Oh baby why you gotta be doing this to me Me
duele tanto de saber que ya no eres para mi Y ese
lindo cuerpecito que contigo comparti me duele
tanto saber que ya no eres para mi Te
Extrañoo…hay amor…. Como me duele estar sin ti
tu no me amas… yo check it out now..Mira como estoy
sufriendo me quemo por dentro por sentir tu amor
(por sentir tu amor) Mami no me hagas eso sabes
que te quiero con todo el corazon…

Ayy Te amo Como me duele estar sin ti tu no me
amas

Mira como estoy sufriendo me quemo por dentro
por sentir tu amor (por sentir tu amor) Mami no me
hagas eso sabes que te quiero con todo el
corazon

Mira como estoy sufriendo me quemo por dentro
por sentir tu amor

Time passes and passes, and I keep loving you in my arms without being able to have you.
And I look for an exit so that I don’t keep seeing how far your love is from my side.
I cry when I think that you are not there.
With my lips, look girl, I want to kiss you and I try and I try not to feel like this but it is so hard to to know that you don’t love me back.
(Yeah, check it out now)

Chorus:
Look at how I am suffering, I am burning inside for your love.
Girl, don’t do this to me, you know that I love you with all my heart.

I love you and I miss you.
I want to see you with me holding hands and to be with you but it kills me to know that you are not here.
Oh baby why you gotta be doing this to me.
It hurts me so much to know that you were never for me.
And this beautiful body that you shared with me, it hurts me to know that you are not for me.
I miss you…Oh my love…How it hurts me to be without you.
You don’t love me…Yo, check it out now…

Chorus:
Look at how I am suffering, I am burning inside for your love (for your love).
Girl, don’t do this to me, you know that I love you with all my heart…

Oh I love you, how it hurts me to be without you, you don’t love me.

Look at how I am suffering, I am burning inside for your love (for your love).
Girl, don’t do this to me, you know that I love you with all my heart…

Look how I am suffering, I am burning inside for your love.

by Xtreme

Watching Beethoven Virus

Posted in Uncategorized on August 16, 2009 by Stella Chan

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Starring Jang Geun Suk, Lee Jia, and Kim Myung Min. I’m mainly here because I adore the first two actors, but also because, music + love triangles is some sort of irresistible combination that will kill me one day. KMM is a middle-aged orchestra conductor named Kang Gun Woo, very strait-laced, and convinced that classical music is for only the best people. JGS plays a policeman of the same name, but completely different personality – and who happens to be gifted with perfect pitch and the ability to replicate any song he hears. (Dude, I want perfect pitch.) LJA plays Du Ru Mi (do re mi, anyone?), 1st violin and free spirit. (Poor girl got sick with overwork yesterday, let’s hope she gets better soon.)

Already gone by Kelly Clarkson

Posted in Uncategorized on August 14, 2009 by Stella Chan
    
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die...

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone 

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on,
So I'm already gone

Jo , already gone...

Posted in Uncategorized on August 9, 2009 by Stella Chan

Beauty may only be skin deep, but lethal is to the bone- Scarlett O’Hara from GI Joes

May the angels (for Shu Hwei)

Posted in Uncategorized on August 6, 2009 by Stella Chan

May the angels keep you till morning,
May they guide you through the night,
May they comfort all your sorrows,
May they help you win the fight

May they keep watch on your soul,
May they show you better ways,
May they guard you while you’re sleeping,
May they see you through your days.

May they show you new hopes,
May they still your every doubt,
May they calm your every fear,
May they hear you when you shout.

May the angels keep you till morning,
More than this I cannot pray,
And if the angels ever fail you,
Then may God be there that day.

Love,What is Love?

Posted in Uncategorized on August 4, 2009 by Stella Chan

Love–what is love? A great and aching heart;

Wrung hands; and silence;and a long despair.

Life–what is life? Upon a moorland bare

To see love coming and see love depart.

RLS (1850-94)

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