Updates

Technically, yesterday was my first day of work. I now work at Guardian Shop. I am aware it’s not glamourous or fun. Work is still work , you know. I enjoy giving customer service though. I swear ppl were asking me too much questions, as if I have “ASK ME” on my forehead. 

 

The only disadvantage of this job is not the long hours, nor the low pay but..sadly, I don’t have the chance to spend more time with Jo, my friends and family. DON’T EMO! I WILL MAKE U WEAR SHARPEY ! I can only promise to be free at night , at least for this month. 

24th Dec – drink outing + firework

25th Dec- working FT+OT

26th Dec – X’mas dinner at Letha’s

27th Dec – Celebration dinner at Pn. Sandy’s

This is it for now. (I am trying my best here)

No.

I dressed to go dance with my new boyfriend , Tom

He picked me out of all the girls just to meet his mom.

He was a popular guy and I can see why, we laughed and danced,

And then oh my, we parked his car, he was no longer shy.

How can you say no to a guy?

I took off my dress, it was my best, 

then stockings and the rest, 

I am a young thing, so tell me I am not a fling.

So I didn’t look a mess, I got out of my dress, 

When I got home I had tried my best to look great,

So I could go home.

Girl’s don’t roam, my mother’s tone

Then the phone..

How can you say no to a guy?

Yes , I had a good time, but it was all a lie.

I would have danced all night but

you tried with all your might

To get me alone, away from my zone, 

So you could be a big shot and call me your own.

How can you say no to a guy?

Let’s go stready , I was so ready. 

To know you are mine, wanting me all the tmie.

My ego was inflated, I was elated,

The other girls were jealous

That he was just so fine.

How can you say no to a guy?

Six months has passed , 

He finally got tired of my ass

He asked for his ring, 

No explaining but crass

I was devasted, 

No longer elated, belittled and deflated

No one wanted to date me

They only wanted to rate me.

How can you say no to a guy?

I proceeded to date , 

They lined up out my gate

They thought I was available, 

Ready , wiling and able

To accomodate their timetable

I was so unstable

How can I say no to these guys?

I was delightful , interesting and insightdul

I wanted to walk and talk in the park

Why did they always want me in the dark?

How can I say no to these guys?

Reputation was fading, 

If I kept letting

These guys get their way

Maybe someday

One would marry me, I’d pray

How can I say no to these guys?

Pretending I was happy, 

I asked my pappy, 

Why don’t I keep a guy?

He said that was easy, 

Don’t be so free and breezy , 

By then I was queasy, 

I ran away to cry.

I should have said no to these guys.

At sixteen I amm a mother, and I suffer

All these lovers ran for cover

I need a significant other

Someone nice like my brother

To help me discover

When to say no to a guy

These few days…

Tuesday with Jo is unlike any other tuesday. I have Nippahophobia according to Jo. I  learned that…DON’T LAUGH WHEN YOU SWIM! Also, Jo prefers wet areas (the pool) just like froggies and crabbies. ^____^

As for wednesday, I went out shopping with Shaun, Javey , Sugi and Jo. I’d come to learn about….TITTIES TAPE. I can’t believe I went in Minoshe for that. (Jo asked!) Hmm…I also figured that Sugi likes wind chime with purple diamonds and shiny butterflies. We met Idlina and her friend. Note : Idlina wants to meet “the guy who is paying for Sugi’s pressie”. So Shaun, you need a photo with Sugi and an approval letter! (joking) It gets better when Javey showed me something…….JAVEYYYY how could you think of that!!!! He was holding Fugi with its so called “pincers” that is ……….KYAA!!!! It eventually became Geral’s birthday present.

Shaun, YOU CAN RUN BUT YOU CAN’T HIDE! We are so going to give you a make over! He agreed to it as me and Jo are going to pay for it. (bummer, but its for his birthday) You better look good or else. STAY TUNE FOR SHAUN’S MAKEOVER FINISH RESULT!

After exam

Life after exam is mundane. Just minutes after my last paper, i went shopping with Kim Li. The next day, Thursday night we have dinner at Pn. Wong’s house. Later , Jo spend her night at my house. We watched some movies. In the morning, Shaun came over and we went out to eat breakfast. We finally got our concert ticket at Kells. A good RM50 gone. 

These few days I went shopping with Jo. I am in serious need of a makeover. And we are trying to get Shaun to join us too. 

 It just feel empty. Do you understand? It’s life without any clearer purposes. It is bad enough that I have no goals. I need a part time job badly. Contact me if anyone can hook me up with part time job. I need to pay Kim Li’s sister for the Twilight saga Collector’s set. Yes , I love twilight. Best story ever with Robert Patt (hottest guy ever). At least I know what i want for Christmas! =P

Now, i am currently reading Kristin Cast’s novel. You know it’s really annoying when you can’t have all the book you ever want to read.