this is cute :)

if and only

if you can spend time facebooking, what about me?

Final is coming soon but the whole house is hooked up with Rappelz. Hey, check out the new food blogs. They only make me go hungry.

I went to sleep reading this

“Truth resides in every human heart, and one has to search for it there and to be guided by truth as one sees it. But no one has a right to coerce others to act according to his own view of truth.” ~Mahatma Gandhi

“Loneliness and the feeling of being unwanted is the most terrible poverty” ~Mother Teresa

Bite me

I am 20. I am not getting younger. Bite me. Don’t get frustrated when I am grumpy. Just, I don’t want to change into another person. I am me. I am the girl who doesn’t know when her period comes. I sleep when dawn comes and wake up when the sun is up at its highest. I don’t think about calories , I just eat the food I love. I can talk to you all day long when I am happy and shut you up when I am sad. I can’t stay angry all the time  because I get tired of scrunching my face. I am indefinitely carefree or stressed out. The world is always at my shoulder. That’s just me. I am worried about my friends who can’t get a decent love, I am worried about people who doesn’t care about their grades, I am worried about girls who wants to get married straight away, I am worried about people not fitting in, I am worried whether everyone gets food, I am worried about people who back stab each other, I am worried about people killing each other, I am worried about the world going to a change. It’s the norm of life. Don’t tell me what I should do or shouldn’t. Don’t ask me to stop writing. Just fucking support me.

Waking up

“Time passes. even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevently, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me.”
Chapter 4, New Moon, Stephanie Meyer

I said I miss you even when you are with me is to tell you I miss you so much more when you are not with me.

I miss my best friend, Claire.

I miss my other half, Jo.

I miss my love, Teddy.

La vita e bella

You can’t guilt until you try

You can’t live  until you die

You can’t learn to tell the truth until you learn to lie

You can’t breathe until you choke

You gotta laugh when you are the fake

There’s nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive

Just open your eyes

And see that life is beautiful

August movies!

1.Julie and Julia (Meryl Streep and Amy Adams on their way to mastering arts of french cooking)

2. A perfect getaway (Mila Jovonich escaping from things that wants to kill her , again)

3. Spread (Hot hot Ashton Kutcher who is sleeping around with girls, again)

4. The Time Traveler’s Wife (aw romantic)

5. Inglorious Bastards (another Quentin Tarantino movie with Brad Pitt in it)

6. Post Grad (Alexis Blendel soulsearching her life again)

7. The World’s Greatest Dad (another inspiring movie by Robin Williams)

8. Final Destination 4 ( hey ,I follow this series)

9. Halloween 2 (murderfeast)

10. Alice in the Wonderland (Tim Burton’s version of Alice with Johnny Deep, Anne Hathaway and Alan Rickman)

11. Jennifer’s Body (Megan Fox is turning me on again, now with bloody gore)

12. Dorian Gray (painting changes while the man stays the same)

The sound of her talking was so much a part of my world that I couldn’t hear it anymore. To be angry was temporary. The world was a place that needs much tolerance. (Exerpt from The story of Edgar Sawtelle)